"What Is Done In Love Is Done Well"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QysRVMxkWUk
I want to talk about Ego. The concept of how it works and it full impact on us was very well explained in one of my favorite movies of all times – “Revolver”. I don’t even know if Guy Ritchie actually realize what masterpiece he has created when he made this movie. Because everything that’s been said and portrayed in it can be applied to literally every aspect of human existence including the love life.
As far as I remember I was always in love. I was dreaming love, longing love, falling in love, falling out of love, reading about love, preparing myself to love and so on, and so forth… Thoughts of love concepts and theories were created in instance and were dissolved as quickly. If I only knew back then that people’s romantical interactions consist of only 20% of affection and 80% of pure human psychology, I would probably saved a lot of time trying to figure out if the true love really exist or it’s an ancient myth. And here I’m, one divorce and a few unsuccessful relationships after, still looking for Him whether I want to admit it or not.
You know, every time after I look in a scary face of another inevitable break up, I do that thing of analyzing what went wrong, in order to sort of improve, learn my mistakes and give myself time to let go and heal. While I’m grieving at another love funerals, I usually catch myself thinking the Bridget Jones’s inevitable remark: “Next time I won’t f**k it up!” And the time has come.